The December

It's the end of the year again! Time flies, uh? I bet everyone is agree with me. It's december now and I just realized that I've been graduated for 6 months since June! I've started my working life for 4 months. It's not really good but I've learned so much. Thanks for them, that's what I can say here. =)

Public Holiday in December :
18th Dec 2009 (It's Hari Raya Haji if I'm not mistaken) - I worked
People are enjoying their holidays while I was working like a 'vase' with my friend. How pathetic I was. Seeing people walked here and there, shopped in every shops. Gee!
25th Dec 2009(Christmas) -
I was in Kuching. Spending 3 days uselessly in Kuching. There's nothing to do and the food are sucks! I cant believe that people say Kuching food are nice, Grr! I didnt buy anything, oh MyGod. I just spent RM1.20 in Kuching! haha! What an incredible trip.

I shopped at The Spring. I didnt get what I want.
At night, after the dinner, all of us got back to our hotel room for celebrating Christmas! It's good and happy. We've got some red wine, white wine and beer with some snacks in the room. Talked happily and of course, loudly in the silent night! Haha.


The purpose I went to Kch is to attend a relative's 50th Wedding Anniversary. This occasion was nicely prepared. It's nice.


I came back today @ 7am flight. I woke up at 430am but I slept at 1.30am. I was in my dream while I was in the aircraft. I reached my home at 8.30am and I went into bed at 9.15am. I woke up at 5.30pm. I knew I slept so much. =)

I'm going to bed now! Good night =)

♥ Kathy

Hypocrisy

Hypocrisy means 虛偽 in chinese. Hypocrisy means a kind of act to pretend to have a feeling, an opinion or a comment that was not actual appeared in your head. It is thus a kind of lie. When it does not involve hurting any people, or without damaging any people's fame, Hypocrisy might be categorized as white lie. When the words the people said or the action he reacted is too over from the real life, it can be categorized in Hypocrisy!
Let's say, when a manager in a company is briefing with the staffs. He speaks out all the opinions and comments or suggestions, he'd like to know what do his staffs think about it. Some staffs would say : 'Your suggestion is good!' But at the same time, the words which came out from their mouth are not actually what they thought. This is so-called boot-licker!
雖然說他們是馬屁精, 但想想他們也是為了自己的飯碗, 為了掙口飯吃才表現虛偽.
I'd like to give another example, let's imagine that when you've got summon from a traffic police, you don't want to pay the summon but on the next day, you've got a letter from the government. The judge in the court will deliver judgment on your case. When the judge closed the case, you're trying to be courtesy and would simply say that you'll try to learn from the mistake, this enabled you to profound understanding on your mistake and maybe you'll say after the mistake you've done, you found that you'd like to enhance your EQ and your attitude. At the same time, you're feeling uncomfortable in your heart but for your on sake, you'd like to lie.
雖然知道過錯, 但心始終有不甘. 但是為了減輕懲罰, 說出一些違背自己良心的話語. 真虛偽!
或許最高尚的虛偽是謙虛? 這樣一來, 不但不得罪人, 而且還可以溫暖人心.
虛偽的人很討厭, 接受虛偽的人並不討厭, 但令人憐憫與同情, 因為他們不知道他們一直活在陷阱里.

實話實說固然可以, 但現今的社會, 太直腸直肚可能比較難生存. 因為現代人愛面子的問題, 不願虛心接受別人的評語與建議. 但是有時候我們卻可以試著使用比較婉轉的言語告訴他人, 或許可以避免一些尷尬的場面發生. 但又或許他人極力反駁你對他的看法, 你就應該忍, 不再跟他爭論, 因為你一定輸.

Kathy
12.51am 15/11/2009 Sunday



My own thoughts above. No-offense.
Please forgive my broken english and my broken chinese.

I need a LIFE!!!

In the past couple of weeks, I've been working non stop! 6 days a week. Every Tuesday to Sunday 10am until 830pm. I need a normal life, God! Starting from October, me and mao have to move the company stuffs here and there. Tuesday to Friday, we'll be working at 1st floor but upper ground floor on Saturday and Sunday. You'll never knew the thingy are so heavy yet the company wants 2 girls to move the things! No one comes to us for help. After moving all the stuffs, my whole body muscle fibres break into tiny pieces, just like dust! I've got hand sore the next day.
A week before, my lower back was so pain. It is due to an Stupid Accident. Haha! I know it's very funny and quite stupid because my friends were laughing like never before after I told them what happened! All of them has a black heart. Always making fun on people's unfortunate thang! I've had my treatment with the MindRest by my manager at the centre. I proned on the special-made bed for the treatment and I fell asleep. Haha.. That's good because I could forget the pain and the sore of my lower back!
Few weeks before my L5 and L4 is rotated, I've got serious gastric! What a life! I've been suffering from the gastric acid. I went to see a doctor and the doctor asked me to lie on the bed and he tried to press my stomach. Opps! I heard something like liquid rolling in my stoma. It's very embrassing because the sound is so loud! hahaha! God bless I didnt fart XD
Ah! I've just done my medical check up 1 week ago. I went to the clinic at 930am but I was called at 1030am. I've been sitting there like a stupid lady for one hour. There are 2 young ladies in the treatment room and they are so rude and impatient. They talked to me as like their parents just died, however I followed the instructions they told me otherwise i'll be scolded by them. Darn! First, when I stepped into the room, there's an Indian guy. He's doing his medical check-up i think. I wondered why they allowed 2 patients in a treatment room as the room is narrow! The Indian guy and me were having our medical check-up in the room, how pity to 'squeeze' in a limited space with totally 5 persons. Firstly, they handed me a tiny canister and ask for my urine. I took the urine into the room and yet I saw an Indian guy in the room, how embarrassing when someone was looking at you holding ur own urine in hand? Urine is not a good thing to see and to smell. haha! After they checked my urine PH, the lady A spoke to me like just now I've described, her parents might be just died. She unwillingly said, 來, 你, 脫鞋,站上去 with her finger pointed on the body weight machine. 去那邊 she said after measuring my weight. I walked to the door, and stood still. She said 過來點!站直一點! Damn it! You didnt tell me you're gonna measure my height, I know what's in your mind? Ok, fine I took a deep breathe and continued my treatment. Lady B came towards me, searching for an article and pointed at the sentence. 讀, she spoke it in a very short sentence, just a word! I followed her instruction, after that, she took a book in front of me, flipping pages as fast as she can. Yea, she wanted me to say out the colours between the colourful things without telling me what should I do. I was clever enough to answer her 100% correctly! haha guessed I'd stare at her when the next time I saw her! 出去等she spoke to me unkindly. I was like chased out by her from the room! cheh! After checking my blood pressure, the doctor gave me a piece of paper which I should pass it to the diagnotics service centre for doing X-ray. I was shocked that doing X-ray takes me only 2 seconds! haha! The amiable auntie asked me to take a deep breath, and I heard something 'PAK!' and she said OK done! Efficiency service, I love! I sent back the X-ray film to the clinic I went as the doctor has to write a report for me. Everything is good, I have a good health! Congratulation to myself! Haha!

That's all for today, ok?
So here I am, I'm back to blogger! haha
♥♥♥

21st Birthday hangover!

I went back from work at 9 something on 7/9/2009. I rushed into the bathroom for preparation to the party which my friends organized for me and Jeffrey because My birthday is on 8/9 while his on 12/9. We had the party at Fire just nearby Servay, Miri. There were 9 people altogether to celebrate my birthday. I know it's few but we had fun! We've had a crazy night. It was a alcoholic night! We had 2 cartons of Carlsberg and Heineken. Hey, there were 48 tins of beer! Only 10 of us to finish it. *fainted*
I reached Fire at 1030pm while all of them were already there. They started to drink without waiting for me. Haha. We enjoyed the moment, enjoyed every minute, every second. They forced me and Jeff to put on our birthday hat, it kept on falling off my head because the string is useless. haha! It cannot stay still on my head! Really naughty! haha! I still remember Veron sprang the string on my cheek! Sakit!!!!!! I know you still remember it. hehe! I was listening to them who were singing all the night. Friends were crazy enough. They loaded me with plenty of beer. I was totally fuddled!
As you know, when I was drunk I could remember nothing. So let's see the pictures below...

Veron and I

Me and Jeffrey

All of us

Drunk soon!

I think I was already drunk! I mean all of us

The boss and us!

Lee Ling Fong the bad guy who loaded me many tins of beer!!!!!

Both of us were so drunky after one go

Make a wish~ make a wish! ( Honestly, I've totally forgotten what wish I made =) )

Creamy cream creammmmm!!

After cleaning up my face and hair. They threw cakes on me! I still remember the smell of the cream!!! yucks.. Disgusting. Oily!

Received a bouquet of flower from Kok Tung

Started to get high! Gosh.. look at Casper, he's totally blur

FUDDLED! I admit I was officially a drunkard! (only for that night!) XD

I still remember something while I was in Veron's car. Haha. I vomited. I vomited on Elaine's hand! I'm so sorry for that, I know you will forgive me. =) I slept on my sofa until the next morning! Goshhhh.... I didnt bath. The cream, the cake, the beer.... so smelly!!! OMG! I was still dizzy in the morning until I vomited. There was still 1 tons of beer in my stomach I guess. haha! It's exaggerated but it's real!!!! hahaha!
p/s: I would not drink so much next time or in the future, I swear! But it's fun! hahahahahah!!!!

Lastly, a big THANK YOU to my friends who were there to celebrate my birthday!!! You guys are excellent, fantastic, wonderful friends. xoxo

Working dayss

Ha'ah! I've got a job a week ago. I still have a little problem about it but it's not a big deal, I reckon. I should've go through it someday. That's not a hard job for me. I know I can deal with it. Please dont try to hit me down. =)
For the past few days, I've worked so much. I've the only one-day-break on Thursday and it's really tiring. Although I dont need to stand like a model for the whole day but I've to sit for the whole day! gosh, I think I'm old enough. I cant sit and stand long hours. But it's ok, there's a laptop with me. When the connection is good, I can surf on facebook and chat with my friends. =)
Recently I found that there's a somebody always acting like he's very important in our friend's gang. The only thing I wanted to tell him is You're not welcome to my life in the first place. You ruined my mood all the time. What you've done are making our life suffering. As I said, if you dont like me, just get out from my life. My shoutout on blog has been shown for years. Know me well before making friend with me. That's all I want to say. Please dont blame on me and anyone of us. We've really done nothing to you.

I'm a nocturnal indeed

It's time to update, I know.

Just blame it on MindJolt Games on Facebook. I addicted to it. I play the games all the time when I was on Facebook. It's really crazy. The pictures show the game I used to play and Barn Buddy, my farm!

I get really really fucked up since I sleep in the morning and wake up at dinner time. This is my life. Jobless life. No-entertainment life. I've been like this after Form 5. Whenever I've nothing to do on the next day, I would probably sleep in the morning until the sun burns my ass! I cant sleep at night but daytime. Perplexing. I've tried to sleep earlier but failed. I could never get into my dream when I was lying on my bed. I'd listening to mp3 or turn on the radio in the middle of the night until I get into sleep.
When Mary was in Miri, I used to go drink with her and friends. She loves to drink. I love to drink too but not as 'serious' as her. HAHA. 'Sorry, Mary'. I've had great times with her. She brings us to Alfresco where I'd never go when I was together with my friends. She makes me Love the place so much because we can Drink! XD I'll miss you until you come back to Miri and drink with me!
'Burning Flame 3' is the latest drama I've watched. The drama is more to Love Story but the title is 'Burning Flame'. There's 1 fire scenes in average of 3 episodes. After 'Burning Flame 3', I'm now watching 絕代商嬌. It's pretty good to watch. It's all about business field. Not bad is the word I could rate for it since I watched 5 episodes only. =)
Ummmmmmmmmmmmm, I'd update when I'm free and my head is full of ideas...........

LoveLoveLove
♥ Kathy ♥

Thick Smog

I was feeling so not well yesterday. Headache makes me cant even sleep. When I was lying on my bed, I felt like vomiting and I did vomit! I felt cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot the whole night. It was so suffering. My shirt's all wet. Changed 3 shirts in few hours. Gosh!
All the faults are due to the thick smog in Miri. The thick smog and fog suffocated me!!!
SMOG/FOG/FUMES PLEASE GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hand-written

More unspoken words

Lots of thoughts in my head. They keep on popping in my head but no one is sharing with me. Sometimes, many unspoken words could only put inside my heart without speaking to anyone or even family nor best friends. I'm not sharing with them because I knew that they could help me nothing about it, that's why I chose to keep inside my heart and just let it be. Sometimes, I try not to think about it but in the middle of the silent night, everything is just popped out like water flowing from a broken pipe. This makes me cant sleep in the night. This recurrent situation vexed me all the time.
I dont know what did he do. He never told us what he'd done outside but always bringing the vexation to us. We're caring him for sure but the other way, we're just 'speechless' to him. He doesn't want to share everything with us, not even once. We're worrying about him. He knew it, but he doesn't do anything to let us feel better. He could just tell us the truth and let us to help him, but he didnt. He keeps making us worry and fantod. People see that we're good but actually we're not. People think that's simplicity, but I think it's complicated. So what can I do.. I can do Nothing! I dont have the ability to help him but only himself.
Drowsiness is hitting me. I'm going to bed now. Good night and I really hope that he could start with a clean slate from now on. Please don't let us worry about you and may all the best to you in where you're. Love you!

Love,
Kathy

Unspoken words

It's 3.52am. Sitting in front of the pc, thinking how to express my feeling...
Sometimes, there's something you'd like to get it but it's too far or too hard to have it. Yes, I always cannot obtain what I want I like I love. I cannot fathom why is God not treating me like he treated others? People get everything they want, they wish. Maybe it's my bad? I don't know how to express my feeling to others and let them know what am I thinking? or maybe it's all my own ignorance? or somewhat I just let the something slide and let it be? or any else? Yes, it's too late to treasure when things left you.
I miss something I missed.
Somehow I'm thinking things that are not be able to obtain may be good for me, but why not I treasure the things I had as thus I don't need to be irritated. I wish to get back the things I missed, but I cant. It's already people's belongings. Sigh, what can I do?

More and more crazy nights

7am! 7am! 7am! Got back home at 7.13am few days ago. My body clock has totally messed up. I slept at 730am in the morning and woke up at 5.28pm in the evening. After grabbing some food, I sat on the sofa like a dead person while watching TV. It's way too tired and sleepy. I switched on the air-cond and jumped onto my lovely bed. I slept until 1.22am at 9pm. Gosh, my body clock has been turned upside down!
4 of us went to sing at Season. Mary has to go back earlier. We sent her back, then we continued our session until 3am when the waitress came in the K-room and told us that - 3am sudah, kami mau tutup sudah~ We left. =) After that, we went to Junye's house until the next morning-6am. I was really tired and sleepy so I bathed at Junye's house, after bathing, I just lay on the bed until they wake me up. We went to Hong Yun @ Riam for our 'breakfast'. I ate a bowl of Laksa. It's so nice! I'm lovin' it. *credited to McD =D It's 7am after breakfast. So we're on the way back to my house. I went into bed after bathing and the story goes as like what I've told you above. That's my crazy day with my buddies! (Mao, Junye, Jeff)
I came back home at 4am just now. I saw an accident while we're on the way heading to Airport road. At first I didnt see anything but a white van was turned over on a pedestrian island. When we're driving back from airport road, there were a large crowd of people in the street of the incident happened. We were on the road for almost 3 hours. Junye was the driver, he just drove from Riam to Airport and til Taman Tunku and all the way to Senadin and Curtin. We just chit and chat on the car. It's crazy and the fuel was like FREE. I wanted to get back first because I felt tired and sleepy already. I've no idea where they went after I've got back. Haha.
Alright, that's all for now. I'll be updating my blog when I've lots of thoughts in my head. I spent quite a lot of time to update this latest post. =) Do enjoy.

=>a video and some photos to share when I got it all.

Enjoyable days?

Finished 1 month job. I treat it as a training for myself after graduate. It's a pretty good working experience for me as I'd really learned a lots of things in Sales & Marketing.

Friends and I went to Bekenu just for prawn mee. Hell yea, it's not as nice as you heard from others before you went there! Dont waste your fuel to go there for only a bowl of the F***king prawn mee. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the waitress there was so freaking out! DARN!

When the waitress came to us, she asked what would we like to order? the fucking face was just like she has just fell into the drain or her dad just died.
Alright and I said, I'd like to have a bowl of Prawn Mee. Then I asked my friends what they want. But at the same time, the waitress with her unwilling-talk-to-me face asked, what kind of prawn mee do you want? Prawn Mee, I said. Out of no where, she started to enhance her voice and said, 是啦 你要炒煮濕的 還是炒干 炒濕的. This time, I WANT PRAWN MEE, I said. She repeated her previous words to me. And I said, 炒煮濕的 with =.=''.

A week later, we went Bintulu. Hehe.. nothing much. There's really nothing to buy and no places to shop to. We went there just for a plate of chicken rice! crazy uh? We used to find the Shabu shabu shop but failed. BUT we saw it when we'd just finished our chicken rice! arrrgh~
We stop at Batu Niah for a cup of tea, but the people there are just too arrogant. They dont even come to us and take order. We left~
Joon Yap drove all the way from Miri to Bintulu. I was the driver on Bintulu roads and half way back to Miri. It's way so tiring to drive so long so Jeffery drove back to Miri when I reached a place where is near the beach. =)
Hmm, have nothing much to say now. Pictures tell the story.

-BEKENU-

-BINTULU-

Random

I used to write out anything in my head but I cant think of anything to write for my blog these days. That's why it's been a while I haven't updated my blog. I tried so hard to post a new post. Hmm, I'm sitting in the living again tonight. Not alone, but with my mum, dad and brother. They're still in the living room because my dad and my brother are having fever. ;( I'm pretty scared of H1N1 now because Bintulu and Brunei appeared few confirmed cases of H1N1. Mummy is here to take care of them.

I've been standing all the time for 21 days. I came to Gintell as a part time sales assistant on 1 june. Gintell was having a promotion for parents' day, so that we had to make our sales at the promotion counter. From the first day until the 21th day, I was very tired and feeling sleepy all the time. I cant even sit when I wish to as I've mentioned in the previous post. You cant imagine how tiring and exhausted it was. Until the last day of the promotion, I was finally break free. And the supervisor has been absenting for almost one week. I didnt see him for 7 days! It's my luck I think. ;)

I bought 2 Lazo Diamond White Gold Rings for myself. That's for my own gift as I've been suffering from the job. Hehe. I'm loving it. Mao bought me a BOUM perfume from KK airport. Thanks Mao! I like it so much. I've been hanging out with my friends. We went Shabu Shabu and Coyote Ugly. Lots of things happened that night, it's some sorta crazy thangs and I'm not going to mention it. Regret to join!

Here are some pictures to share with you all.

Ah Pei & Me @ Season

Ah Kuok, Me, Siew Siew, Pei @ Victoria

Aww *coy*

Lazo Diamond White Gold

Lazo Diamond White Gold

Yes Yes

I'm sitting in my living room. I'm trying to update my blog. It's time for me to update, yea, i know! Have been working all these days, I don't have much time to update.
I went to Victoria with my colleagues. Argh, it's like throwing notes into the sea! The environment, the atmosphere are good, nice, comfortable but the songs we can sing are only old songs and all the songs are pirated! Goshhhh. Normally Victoria will be closing at 2am but it suddenly blacked out at 1am sharp! Uh? What happened? We've been told that SESCO cut the electricity. Whoa, good reason good excuse huh. We left.
I went to Season again. Did lotsa stupid and sohai things that night. As you know that, when you're too tired and you cant sleep, you'll be doing those idiot things to become crazy and stay awake. (It's so cold in the K-room)


I think there'll be another post entry soon. I'm way so sleepy now. Good night!

^^I've no idea to update my blog. This is a piece of shit!^^

I cant think any title for this post =)

''Sitting is guilt when you're working even though there are no customers''

Have you ever heard of this sentence before?
Yes, I've been told by my manager. He asked me not to sit if I didn't have to. WTF! There are no customers at all and yet you don't let me to sit. But I saw you sitting on a chair which was placed just a little far from our promotion counter. Is that a guilt? Hmm, go back and think before you speak to others about anything. ok?

Yes, I'm not nocturnal anymore after working. It's not a full-time and decent job for me though. It's way too hard. Tiredness is always following me because you can't sit whenever you wish to sit. I will definitely shift to another job if I've got the response from the employee that I've applied to. Luck, come to me, please.

I've booked an air-ticket to KL in July. I can’t wait to see all my friends there. I miss the yamcha and CS times with them at night and of course the times in school. We talked non stop and laugh out loud everytime when we talked about something that's interesting. So guys please wait for me! I'll be back!! hehe. (anyone who have read this post, please inform others so that we can yamcha together again and do every stupid things just like the old times!)

08-06-2009 was an offday for me. What had I been up to?
I went to my friend's house for steamboating after working on 07-06-2009. It was so incredible that I could stand staying awake until 3am that day. It was tiring, but fun. Steamboat in the midnight would be the craziest thing I'd done in my life, I reckon. I was so blur that night as there were only 7 people joining the steamboat but when they're counting the attendants, there were 8 people!!! OmG! I’d only realized that the next day when Mao told me. How could none of us have known that there had only been 7 people. =X

I've been waiting for the bank to complete all the things I needed. I went to 3 banks on 09-06-2009. Argh, it's been tiring man! Driving alone, doing it alone. Lonely! haha! Night, friends and I went to SEASON for singing. We sang non-stop until 2.30am. Hmm, season is quite a good place for singing after renovation. =) Never did I been there before as I thought it was a prostitutes-active-place. LOL

And now, I am very very sleepy after work as I slept at 3am last night. So I'm going to bath now and sleep. Sigh, working tomorrow again! Good night and Good luck!