More unspoken words

Lots of thoughts in my head. They keep on popping in my head but no one is sharing with me. Sometimes, many unspoken words could only put inside my heart without speaking to anyone or even family nor best friends. I'm not sharing with them because I knew that they could help me nothing about it, that's why I chose to keep inside my heart and just let it be. Sometimes, I try not to think about it but in the middle of the silent night, everything is just popped out like water flowing from a broken pipe. This makes me cant sleep in the night. This recurrent situation vexed me all the time.
I dont know what did he do. He never told us what he'd done outside but always bringing the vexation to us. We're caring him for sure but the other way, we're just 'speechless' to him. He doesn't want to share everything with us, not even once. We're worrying about him. He knew it, but he doesn't do anything to let us feel better. He could just tell us the truth and let us to help him, but he didnt. He keeps making us worry and fantod. People see that we're good but actually we're not. People think that's simplicity, but I think it's complicated. So what can I do.. I can do Nothing! I dont have the ability to help him but only himself.
Drowsiness is hitting me. I'm going to bed now. Good night and I really hope that he could start with a clean slate from now on. Please don't let us worry about you and may all the best to you in where you're. Love you!

Love,
Kathy

Unspoken words

It's 3.52am. Sitting in front of the pc, thinking how to express my feeling...
Sometimes, there's something you'd like to get it but it's too far or too hard to have it. Yes, I always cannot obtain what I want I like I love. I cannot fathom why is God not treating me like he treated others? People get everything they want, they wish. Maybe it's my bad? I don't know how to express my feeling to others and let them know what am I thinking? or maybe it's all my own ignorance? or somewhat I just let the something slide and let it be? or any else? Yes, it's too late to treasure when things left you.
I miss something I missed.
Somehow I'm thinking things that are not be able to obtain may be good for me, but why not I treasure the things I had as thus I don't need to be irritated. I wish to get back the things I missed, but I cant. It's already people's belongings. Sigh, what can I do?

More and more crazy nights

7am! 7am! 7am! Got back home at 7.13am few days ago. My body clock has totally messed up. I slept at 730am in the morning and woke up at 5.28pm in the evening. After grabbing some food, I sat on the sofa like a dead person while watching TV. It's way too tired and sleepy. I switched on the air-cond and jumped onto my lovely bed. I slept until 1.22am at 9pm. Gosh, my body clock has been turned upside down!
4 of us went to sing at Season. Mary has to go back earlier. We sent her back, then we continued our session until 3am when the waitress came in the K-room and told us that - 3am sudah, kami mau tutup sudah~ We left. =) After that, we went to Junye's house until the next morning-6am. I was really tired and sleepy so I bathed at Junye's house, after bathing, I just lay on the bed until they wake me up. We went to Hong Yun @ Riam for our 'breakfast'. I ate a bowl of Laksa. It's so nice! I'm lovin' it. *credited to McD =D It's 7am after breakfast. So we're on the way back to my house. I went into bed after bathing and the story goes as like what I've told you above. That's my crazy day with my buddies! (Mao, Junye, Jeff)
I came back home at 4am just now. I saw an accident while we're on the way heading to Airport road. At first I didnt see anything but a white van was turned over on a pedestrian island. When we're driving back from airport road, there were a large crowd of people in the street of the incident happened. We were on the road for almost 3 hours. Junye was the driver, he just drove from Riam to Airport and til Taman Tunku and all the way to Senadin and Curtin. We just chit and chat on the car. It's crazy and the fuel was like FREE. I wanted to get back first because I felt tired and sleepy already. I've no idea where they went after I've got back. Haha.
Alright, that's all for now. I'll be updating my blog when I've lots of thoughts in my head. I spent quite a lot of time to update this latest post. =) Do enjoy.

=>a video and some photos to share when I got it all.

Enjoyable days?

Finished 1 month job. I treat it as a training for myself after graduate. It's a pretty good working experience for me as I'd really learned a lots of things in Sales & Marketing.

Friends and I went to Bekenu just for prawn mee. Hell yea, it's not as nice as you heard from others before you went there! Dont waste your fuel to go there for only a bowl of the F***king prawn mee. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the waitress there was so freaking out! DARN!

When the waitress came to us, she asked what would we like to order? the fucking face was just like she has just fell into the drain or her dad just died.
Alright and I said, I'd like to have a bowl of Prawn Mee. Then I asked my friends what they want. But at the same time, the waitress with her unwilling-talk-to-me face asked, what kind of prawn mee do you want? Prawn Mee, I said. Out of no where, she started to enhance her voice and said, 是啦 你要炒煮濕的 還是炒干 炒濕的. This time, I WANT PRAWN MEE, I said. She repeated her previous words to me. And I said, 炒煮濕的 with =.=''.

A week later, we went Bintulu. Hehe.. nothing much. There's really nothing to buy and no places to shop to. We went there just for a plate of chicken rice! crazy uh? We used to find the Shabu shabu shop but failed. BUT we saw it when we'd just finished our chicken rice! arrrgh~
We stop at Batu Niah for a cup of tea, but the people there are just too arrogant. They dont even come to us and take order. We left~
Joon Yap drove all the way from Miri to Bintulu. I was the driver on Bintulu roads and half way back to Miri. It's way so tiring to drive so long so Jeffery drove back to Miri when I reached a place where is near the beach. =)
Hmm, have nothing much to say now. Pictures tell the story.

-BEKENU-

-BINTULU-