Working dayss

Ha'ah! I've got a job a week ago. I still have a little problem about it but it's not a big deal, I reckon. I should've go through it someday. That's not a hard job for me. I know I can deal with it. Please dont try to hit me down. =)
For the past few days, I've worked so much. I've the only one-day-break on Thursday and it's really tiring. Although I dont need to stand like a model for the whole day but I've to sit for the whole day! gosh, I think I'm old enough. I cant sit and stand long hours. But it's ok, there's a laptop with me. When the connection is good, I can surf on facebook and chat with my friends. =)
Recently I found that there's a somebody always acting like he's very important in our friend's gang. The only thing I wanted to tell him is You're not welcome to my life in the first place. You ruined my mood all the time. What you've done are making our life suffering. As I said, if you dont like me, just get out from my life. My shoutout on blog has been shown for years. Know me well before making friend with me. That's all I want to say. Please dont blame on me and anyone of us. We've really done nothing to you.

I'm a nocturnal indeed

It's time to update, I know.

Just blame it on MindJolt Games on Facebook. I addicted to it. I play the games all the time when I was on Facebook. It's really crazy. The pictures show the game I used to play and Barn Buddy, my farm!

I get really really fucked up since I sleep in the morning and wake up at dinner time. This is my life. Jobless life. No-entertainment life. I've been like this after Form 5. Whenever I've nothing to do on the next day, I would probably sleep in the morning until the sun burns my ass! I cant sleep at night but daytime. Perplexing. I've tried to sleep earlier but failed. I could never get into my dream when I was lying on my bed. I'd listening to mp3 or turn on the radio in the middle of the night until I get into sleep.
When Mary was in Miri, I used to go drink with her and friends. She loves to drink. I love to drink too but not as 'serious' as her. HAHA. 'Sorry, Mary'. I've had great times with her. She brings us to Alfresco where I'd never go when I was together with my friends. She makes me Love the place so much because we can Drink! XD I'll miss you until you come back to Miri and drink with me!
'Burning Flame 3' is the latest drama I've watched. The drama is more to Love Story but the title is 'Burning Flame'. There's 1 fire scenes in average of 3 episodes. After 'Burning Flame 3', I'm now watching 絕代商嬌. It's pretty good to watch. It's all about business field. Not bad is the word I could rate for it since I watched 5 episodes only. =)
Ummmmmmmmmmmmm, I'd update when I'm free and my head is full of ideas...........

LoveLoveLove
♥ Kathy ♥

Thick Smog

I was feeling so not well yesterday. Headache makes me cant even sleep. When I was lying on my bed, I felt like vomiting and I did vomit! I felt cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot and cold and hot the whole night. It was so suffering. My shirt's all wet. Changed 3 shirts in few hours. Gosh!
All the faults are due to the thick smog in Miri. The thick smog and fog suffocated me!!!
SMOG/FOG/FUMES PLEASE GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hand-written

More unspoken words

Lots of thoughts in my head. They keep on popping in my head but no one is sharing with me. Sometimes, many unspoken words could only put inside my heart without speaking to anyone or even family nor best friends. I'm not sharing with them because I knew that they could help me nothing about it, that's why I chose to keep inside my heart and just let it be. Sometimes, I try not to think about it but in the middle of the silent night, everything is just popped out like water flowing from a broken pipe. This makes me cant sleep in the night. This recurrent situation vexed me all the time.
I dont know what did he do. He never told us what he'd done outside but always bringing the vexation to us. We're caring him for sure but the other way, we're just 'speechless' to him. He doesn't want to share everything with us, not even once. We're worrying about him. He knew it, but he doesn't do anything to let us feel better. He could just tell us the truth and let us to help him, but he didnt. He keeps making us worry and fantod. People see that we're good but actually we're not. People think that's simplicity, but I think it's complicated. So what can I do.. I can do Nothing! I dont have the ability to help him but only himself.
Drowsiness is hitting me. I'm going to bed now. Good night and I really hope that he could start with a clean slate from now on. Please don't let us worry about you and may all the best to you in where you're. Love you!

Love,
Kathy